who are you, Nicole?
23 | Sagittarius | Peruvian | bisexual lady
Wonderful question. I barely know the answer myself. I am just me. When I was younger, I did not understand the concept of self-advocacy as I didn't know any other emotional word besides happy or sad due to my family's unwillingness to understand themselves :3 the concept of understanding my feelings was as ignored as the ugly duckling or the "where my hug at" dude. riddled with anxiety, I resorted to art - painting and music were and have always been my escape from myself. I am a meat-bag of art, I presume, would be my best response. I make YouTube videos about my life, art, and mental health. I really do try my hardest to be as authentically Nicole as I can be. ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
What health issues do u have?: °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*࿔*࿔*:･°❀･oh lord - I have a bunch of autoimmune issues such as: SLE Lupus, Lupus Nephritis, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Mixed Connective Tissue Disease (MCTD), Scleroderma, fibromyalgia, and Sjorgen's disease. I also have severe mitral valve regurgitation in the 3rd chamber of my <3 meaning I will need open heart surgery soon if I choose to continue to live (heheh)
get to know me: ( I totally bite)
Coffee or tea?: why not... both?
Movie/TV show u rewatched too many times? : Pitch Perfect & The Walking Dead.
Favorite artist?: Bruno Mars (yum)
Favorite YouTuber? : MoistCritikal
favorite movie genre?: Horror/ Thriller
wow "she" is beautiful... but what is the lore??
I initially never really had an "OC" (original character). I thought I wasn't creative enough to even have one, as I was strictly a semi-realistic artist & deeply insecure (lol chill). I believe it was the summer of 2024 i got a massive headache that turned into an obscene amount of pain to my wrists which then turned into a 2 yr battle of trying to regain my sense of autonomy as it would spread to all parts of my body (thighs, legs, back, knees, arms, wrists, fingers) I struggled to walk, Eat, go down the stairs, use the bathroom and take a shower without the help of my mother or boyfriend. While simultaneously forcing myself to go to work/school to feel like I had control. I lost all sense of my identity, so it was safe to say I was deeply miserable. In that misery, I would isolate myself & write in my diary. In between the suicidal ideation & the pleading to the gods I struggled to believe in, she would randomly show up, and she was one of the few things that really got me through that mess. Drawing her felt like I had some sort of control, so she follows me everywhere now. Anywhere I go, she will be around me, for I love her, and how miserable she is. She is now the face of my art brand, and she lingers around my room forever. I do talk about my chronic pain a bit more in depth in this YouTube video i made here click here click ME this sentence right now right here lol
send me a private message or drawing - be mean send a hate comment JUST talk to me tell me you understand me or something I am so very lonely!!! click the mailbox!!!! - - - - - >
or if you don't care..., </3 say something on the public chat I have here below!!!
Loveee itttt, can we be website neighbours?
just randomly found ur syt and omg I am in luv with your style. total awesome vibes for reelz
hi thank u so very much any sort of compliment towards my art and style are so heart warming. love u
thank u pookie mwah
wishing you all the best, hope things go well with the TEE and you're able to keep the valve. Takes a special person to try make best with all the things you've been dealt with also the princess peach glass door was such a good idea, now i yearn to paint my doors too
your site is amazing! So creative! Add me if u like!
hi thank you so very much you are the first person to mention something about the personal things i put on this blog. i really appreciate your time reading into my life. you should def paint ur doors paint anything the world is ur oyster. may everything prosper in your life ill check out ur page after my fortnite game hehe mwah <3
hi thank you so much ill check u out and def add you !
omg... one chronically ill girl to another I feel u... U are so cool and beautiful and this site is incredible
oh this site is EATINGGG
omg its always fun to talk to others that have chronic health issues. what do you have if u dont mind me asking!!!? btw im totally high af off the edibleS LOLLLL
hi pookie thank you so much i love you mwah
I have congenital hypothyroidism because my thyroid was born in the wrong place, and dw girl im high too LMAO
hiiii nicoleeee
hi pookie i was stalking ur page and you are absolutely everything to me i love your brain and if youre in the NYC area and need a friend or someone to show u around dont forget about meee!!!! mwah i love ur page and ur mind my intelligent polsci queen
Waitttt hooooeee i come for my summer two weeks in newyork on sat, so for sure we can hangggg. My grandma cannot take pics ;((((((
Loveeee youuuu creative cunttttt ;))))))
ur so awesome i love ur vibe
LOVEEE YOUR PAGE!! SUCH A COOL VIBE HEHEHE
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I REALLY do not want this to be the LAST time we see each other on earth - please please please add me on socials! (SERIOUSLY!!!) message me, talk to m e I have so many things going on with my health and life that I have a horrible tendency to isolate n my boyfriend and therapist think i need more friends . LOVE U!!!!
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